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Sunday, January 06, 2008

Sun, 06 Jan 2008 17:56:48 GMT

lookie here:

Greetings from Pisa! Happy New Year!

Monday, December 17, 2007

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 04:56:08 GMT

dunno who actually reads this anymore, its not like i update it much anyways.

if i ever figure out how to pull all my entries off this site i think i'll close it.

the song you're hearing right now brings chills down my spine.

its because i desire an image of myself that I picture in my head. only thing is that in reality i'm no where near that image. i am capable of pursuing this image but lack the self discipline. life is a line that you cant just make the line shorter or easier to follow. if you try to it becomes more difficult in the end. you really just gotta be patient with it. knowing that the life you have is not something that you've made for yourself, but something that was crafted for you by every single thing around you.

some things just dont make sense, but the truth it everything's obvious... someone just hasnt explained it to you yet. it's like the line which we follow, we just need to wait for our answers.

at this point in life, much is changing and lots more will be expected. the wait is like a salted flesh wound for me the impatient. i am confused by the sensory overload. I just cant take living in the worldly fashion. It's like a drug that flows in your veins, unable to get away because you first fell for the lie. I want to break free, I want to make that change. i want that next step. I know I wont be able to do it alone. I don't desire a relationship that only fuels my selffish desires. That makes it just another check mark on the list. Life is more richer and fuller. The reason is so complex that it draws my attention. It grabs my entirety and mystifies the brain. I desire to be free from bondage of logic and chains of this world. To live life as it has been planned, and to not worry about the next page.

I'm breaking free... come join me.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 02:58:32 GMT

The secret to any art is the gift of emotion.

Keep that in mind when you appreciate any form of art.

Even the ones that you love are works of art.

Let not others stir your emotions, unless you desire the same as everyone else.

Be unique as much as you can because each one of us is a canvas.

Nothing is original, but everything is unique.

Best TV Show!

Thu, 20 Sep 2007 04:00:09 GMT

Go watch Kitchen Nightmares its the most awesome tv show ever! Especially if you've ever worked in a restaurant before.

desire of life

Thu, 13 Sep 2007 02:54:55 GMT

the one thing we all need is a wholistic view on life. in my case i desire to know God's bigger picture.

Life according to a genius

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 02:06:22 GMT

“There are only two ways to live your life: One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as if everything is. I believe in the latter.”
~Albert Einstein~

intricate life

Fri, 24 Aug 2007 04:45:52 GMT

you ever stop and think about how the depth of people's lives are? just browse around facebook and you'll see just how unique each one of us are.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Tue, 21 Aug 2007 04:03:31 GMT

lack a litle depth learn a little more ask for a little while see a whole lot more

late nite psychology

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 05:39:14 GMT

hi ya!

understanding people is the biggest step to success... however once you figure it out you'll see how its a bunch of circles and dead ends. so why in the world does it matter so much then?

wouldnt you feel bad to see people stuck in ruts, wouldnt you feel even worse for those who refuse to change or fail to change?

luckily the male ego is unwilling to awknowlege the failures of ones own actions. thats the seal on envelope, the perfect circle for an awful life.

ignorance is bliss ya? at least for yourself. now go think of the others you're hurting.... (if you can)

how broad is this stanza? it's pretty wide just don't pin it down to your situational board. but lucky me my board is already full. i shalt pass now and take a raincheck.

hows that for some melancholic happiness? now quit adding sugar to that lemonade its not gonna get any sweeter. take a number, the next person's got more pennies to give me than i have to return.

Rush Hour 3

Sun, 12 Aug 2007 06:20:14 GMT

Jackie Chan needs to stop making american action comedies....

last movie i saw of him was rob-i-hood and it wasn't that great either.

the last good movie with him in it was The New Police Story.. hmm Myth wasn't too bad either.

He's just getting old and lacks the luster for action.

He's a great actor tho if you can make him shine.

Someone should cast him in a grandpa role I think he'd do pretty good.

He's really not the type to coexist with young women on the big screen.

He'd do really well in a ancient kungfu flick tho.

Rush Hour 3 is actually all about Chris Tucker if it wasnt for him it'd be a boring movie...